Post by roxanne on Jan 29, 2010 11:52:39 GMT -5
Roxanne.Lewis
[/size]Turn your face away from the garish light of day
THEBASICS
hey, i'm [Roxanne Lewis] but you can call me [Roxy, Rox]. i'm [nineteen] years old, and still aging. people say that i'm [single] but i will be looking out for those [guys]. some say that i look like [Alexis Bledel] but i don't think so. i run this world with the [loner], as a [ERASER] with the power of [pain/joy, if we have eye contact i can either fill you with the worst pain/fear you've ever felt or the up most bliss and joy].
THEAPPEARANCE
[my hair is long in lenght and is a deep chocolate in colour, i do my upmost best to keep it in tip top condition, well I guess thats the cat in me! I like to keep in shape, i'm slim and tall, people say I'm fairly attractive but i don't see it myself. I try and stand out from the crowd, i want to be different, not like everyone else. ]
THEPERSONA
[Loyal - she never received much loyalty when she was growing up and so now she tries to give as much as she can.
Passionate - she would anything for the that she loves, her feelings and emotions are always so strong and powerful
Hot headed - she never did manage to control her temper much, it doesn’t take much to anger her and when she loses her temper she often does things that she regrets later
Caring - after the kindess she was shown by complete strangers in her days of living on the streets she tries to help everyone out when she can
Trusting - one of her downsides is that she is too trusting and often leads to her getting hurt.
Protective - she would go to any lengths to protect the ones she loves]
THEDETAILS
[the sound of raindrops on the roof, the fresh morning air, curling up in a blanket on a cold winter night, been loved, been inlove, feeling safe, hiking, looking good, feeling great, candy floss]
[horrible/arrogrant/selfish people, being lonely, being too hot, having nothing to do, getting hurt, being lied to]
[clowns, spiders, hieghts]
[find the perfect guy, find the answers to most of her questions]
THEHISTORY
[ When Jess was just 6 months old her parents died in a house fire, she went to live with her grandmother untill she was a year old but she couldn’t cope and so Jess was adopted by a seemingly nice family, and untill she turned five everything seemed to go well, they were a happy little family with lots of love, she had a brother to play with, and mum and dad to love her. However after that things started to turn sour, Jess was expected to do all the day to day jobs, and be a punch bag for her brother. She started to get behind at school and when she turned twelve she got in with the wrong crowd and started smoking, shoplifting and doing drugs. Her brother found out about the smoking and he blackmailed her to do things, horrible things, so that he wouldn’t tell their parents. After that Jess quit doing all three so that her mum and dad could not find out.
That year her parents decided they wanted to move to New York, so they packed their bags and left, talking the kids with them. Things went from bad to worse there, although she was doing well at school, her brother made new friends and used to bring them home just so they could beat her up. She retreated more and more into her self. Then the day after her thirteenth birthday she was thrown out of the house and forced to live on the streets. After living rough for a year she tried to kill her self. She hung herself from a tree, but before she suffocated a guy found her, he was only fifteen, a year older than her. He lifted her up so she wouldn’t die and he called someone to help cut her down.
After she had been rescued, the guy, Luke, looked her in the eye. At that moment they knew they’d never be parted, his family was rich and he spoke to his father, Jess moved in that day. They grew closer everyday, when they turned eighteen they lost their virginity to each other, which made them closer still. Two weeks later Luke died in his sleep. He’d had a rare genetic heart disease. Jess was devastated, for six months she carried on living with his parents, but she knew she had to get away, she had move on. She managed to find a job through a friend, in the city, and she moved out there with enough money from his parents to buy a nice house, not a big house, but a nice house. They come to visit her often to get away from everything and time to time.
It was after she moved into her own house that everything that had ever happened to her really hit her, things became too much and in one moment of sorrow she ran out of the house, her anger bursting to the surface and she shifted for the first time. Since then she's never looked back, but she still stays away from people as she doesn't want to risk been hurt again.
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THEPERSON
hey, i'm [Jessica], but you can call me [Jess]. i'm [fifteen] years old. i've been roleplaying for [four] and i found this site through [AD].